金装律师第七季

追了这剧七年

眼见着Mike从清秀大学男生变成了胡茬不修边幅，逐渐圆的不仅是脸还有腰围

S1时能轻松拎起自行车，羡慕着Harvey的大办公室，S7时车接车送，大办公室已经是他的领地

得知Mike不续约，有点意外但也是情理之中，心里既盼着季末这一集快点出，想知道编剧会给他安排一个怎样的结局，又不想这一集快点出，至少还能在心里有个盼头

停播期里总习惯把S1翻出来看，那时候的Mike没有那么多后顾之忧，只有横冲直撞，用自己的大脑开外挂，撞南墙，然后被Harvy解救，格外热血也格外爽快

周围追剧的只有我一个，以前A站B站还有，大家一起刷弹幕的时候就不会觉得寂寞，后来下架了，看剧的时候就觉得很冷清，这就是追了一部冷门剧的代价

而微博上现在搜Suits，出来的铺天盖地都是翻拍剧的消息，不知道为什么总有一种别扭的感觉，明明应该高兴这部偏门剧至少还有同行认同，但心里却觉得他们是无可替代的

特别喜欢他们怼电影台词时候的默契，相信对方能明白台词里的奥秘，相信对方能接住这样的梗，明明是夸奖或是感谢的话，非要用这样曲线来表达

这样的Mike，这样的Harvey，终于还是走到了分岔路

这剧我居然看了7季说起来真的是扭捏于承认这个事情。

我应该去写写“百年酒馆”或者“透明家庭”再不济也该去写写“马男”，“girls”什么的。摊手。

世界已经那么糟糕了我还在看狗血剧。摊手。

guilty pleasure，摊手。

7年里工作的主要内容就是互相放放狠话；

每个人都是有颜值有权势偏偏还都要凭本事碰巧还都好有本事；

在情商和智商齐飞的精英世界里，不管多少复杂的问题牵扯多少错综的男女，都可以在一集里化险为夷。披着律政剧风衣的童话故事。

人生要是每45分钟一个小高潮每次都是你以人生赢家谢幕为ending，啊要是能再加上穿着铅笔裙踩着细高跟还能步步生风的超能力，这才是人生啧啧。

Louis 和 Donna，情商的马里亚纳海沟和珠穆朗高峰。

无数次剧情往狗血处发展而编剧找不出理由，就要靠这两个人绝杀：

要么是Donna天知道的 “我就是知道”，要么是Louis鬼上身的 ”我就是要发神经”。

为了这个剧走到现在，Louis在每一次被怼可能大发作的时刻，都极其敬业地大发作了，并且造成了各种（看似）无法挽回最后终将被迎刃而解的各种后果。

而Donna则要在她和Harvey之间的那头大象视而不见，避而不谈；

流水的女朋友们，和铁打的Donna。

”Foster医生“里Dr.Foster深夜和老同事说起老公出轨，表示自己不能像别人一样一哭二闹三上吊，不可以，because I’m smart.

总之要做一个smart的姑娘，多少是要遭罪的。心理医生也没少受罪：对Donna这种杀千刀的存在，脑袋里翻江倒海，面子上要理解万岁。

反正现在被说出来了，心里觉得无趣。好像这故事落入狗血深渊的最后防线也被击溃了。说了，然后呢？血溅一脸，摊手。

我在各种婚礼上听到过少数真正动情的誓言，”Thank you for always being my best friend in my life.”

既然可以确认了一份海誓山盟的友谊，为什么还要执着去确认总有一天要消逝的爱情。Don’t ask, cuz you’re smart.

当然站在心理医生的角度这用完全是另外一码事了。这种类前任的女同学，估计都要被抓去光速降解而后快吧。摊手。

不谈纷乱繁杂的故事线，今天只想谈谈Darvey这一对，为着S0716最后的那个对望和那场舞。

Darvey这一对大概是我迄今为止都还没有弃剧的原因之一吧。他们之间的默契和信任以及包容实在是让我心动不已。还记得第一次让我觉得这一对有点意思是S2里Harvey被陷害隐藏证据，在模拟法庭上，Donna对着Louis的逼问张口结舌，一脸的惊慌失措还有点难以置信。我想，啧啧啧，太明显了。而后，在Harvey请她回去的时候，她却否认得非常认真，又让我觉得，不爱的吧？不是爱情吧。不然，又怎么甘心看着自己爱的男人认真地跟别人在一起，还要帮他整理发型领带，怕他丢了人？

就这样一直模模糊糊地拖到了S4。我只能说Donna那个错误就是个bug啊，那么聪明情商高的人怎么突然就想不通犯这种错误呢？也就是这一次，逼得Harvey不惜一切代价也要保护她，逼着他说“I told you I'd never let anything happen to you, and I won't ever, so you don't ever have to feel scared like that again.”，“Anyone else every loses faith in me,it doesn't matter.But with you,it's different”,逼着他承认“You know I love you.”。至此，我想他们之间的爱情已经没有必要再隐藏了，不管是因为12年前那个所谓的“规则”还是别的。

我低估了编剧的狗血性，这个剧，我就一直在被编剧打破狗血底线。这么铁板钉钉的表白之后，Harvey一如既往地装没有发生过。Donna表示不行了，哪能说完了就不算数了？于是在长达12年的陪伴后，Donna第一次选择离开了Harvey。这就直接引发了Harvey的恐慌症。我以为这是逼着他承认自己心意的好时机啊，结果Mike一出事，Donna自己就回去了。我差点儿对着屏幕说“你再挣扎下啊！”。她对着Louis说当他需要她的时候，她一定会帮他。好了，什么不甘心，什么后悔都没有了。最重要的是，还是Harvey需要她。

之后又是无尽的纠缠。不经意地触碰，不停地试探底线，然后又收回。然而，兜兜转转，Donna再也没有想过要离开，Harvey显然从来没有想过要她离开。就像最开始的时候，Donna对着Harvey说“No one is leave you”，Harvey对着Donna说“I can't be me without you”。他们互相陪伴了13年，他们争吵过，然而由始至终，他们都没有改变过最初的想法。

我想，他们之间的感情远远复杂于爱情。Harvey从来不是一个有足够信任感的人，正相反，他是一个非常没有安全感的人，同时，他脾气还不够好。我常常想，Donna一直没有责怪他，是因为她知道他的缺点，她知道他没有表现出来的那么强势、不可击败，她了解他，理解他，所以，她曾经对着Scott说“Harvey isn't perfect,but he is a good man.”Scott无法接受这样的Harvey，事实上，没有几个人能够接受。也正因为Donna一直的不离不弃，才让Harvey毫无保留地信任。这是相互的，之所以纠缠这么久，不过因为谁也不想真正地放手。

在S716的最后，在Mike告诉Harvey他要离开后，Harvey独自站立，看着一群人谈笑风生，他流露出来的却是落寞。大概不会有人相信Harvey会落寞。我却觉得他其实一直都有，他只是藏了起来。他不能让任何人觉得他是软弱的。这时，Donna走到他身边，专注地望着他，甚至没有说一句话。我们都知道那个眼神是什么意思，她在问“你还好吗？”然后，短短的瞬间，Harvey放松下来，伸出了手邀请。Donna笑得如此开心，牵着他的手走进人群。

从DA办公室到Jesscia律师所，从检察官到商业律师，从普通的律师到如今的Name Partner，13年过去了，他们的身边来来往往走过了很多人，然而，最终，留在他们身边的还是彼此，也只有彼此。

我不知道接下来编剧的狗血会写些啥，也不确定他们最后一定会在一起。但是，这13年的陪伴和理解，互相照顾和保护，这远远不是爱可以解释的，也绝不是某一天谁说一句不爱就可以了断的。其实，人生这么长，若有人能这样相伴左右，已是最大的福气。

People can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality.

Paula: I think this may have been a mistake. You didn't come to date me you came to me because you're in the middle of another crisis and you need me to walk you through it.

Harvey: it isn't true

P: of course you don't think it's true. If you did you would have called my office and made an appointment

I don't need an appointment. I'm sharing things about my life. Last time I checked, that's what people do on dates.

Yes that's what's they do, Harvey, but on first dates, they also try to make the other people feel special and listen to.

Do you know why it's unethical for a therapist to go out with her client, Harvey?

Yeah, of course I do

It's because it's natural for a client to transfer feelings of desire onto his therapist that aren't real. You may not know is that it's not natural for a therapist to feel the same way. You don't think I've had fantasies about you? That one day you'd show up at my office as I was heading home for the night, and I turn around, and you're there. You wouldn't say a word but you take me in your arms and kiss me and it would actually be the start of something special. Well, I have which is why despite my better judgement, I'm here with you right now.

So what's the problem?

The problem is those fantasies weren't of me being a therapist to a man who's still too afraid to admit that he needs help much less take control of a firm that bears his name. Than you for dinner Harvey. If you need a session call my office. Unfortunately I can't see you anymore but I can give you recommendations for somebody who can.

Episode 2

H: Hey i hope you dont think i fogot about oir dinner

Yeah i dont but im afraid i have to reschedule

sure anytime is good for me

thanks for being understanding

P: and for the record im lookinf forward to getting to know each othet better

so was i.but the truth is i guess im glad were rescheduling. i dont want to end up focusing on myself like i did the last time

P: why? is something going on?

its not a big deal

harvey you can talk to me about it

but you said it before

i know what ive said before,but this is different

how?

because you heard me, and respected my wishes, which means instead of me listening to you as your therapist

not therapist. even when we canceld, i feel like im getting to know you better

me too. So are you gonna tell me whats going on?

you know what. now that i just talked to you, i feel like i can work it through myself

good, good night harvey

Episode 3 love or not

H :Before you say anything I came here for a reason. Because this is where we met but it isn’t where I need to be anymore

Harvey I don’t think...

I just have one question to ask you. Are you worried about what this woman’s gonna think or because you think what we are doing is wrong. Because if this is just about what other people think well it’s crazy

Well it’s crazy to me I need you to understand

I need to understand that but I know we have a connection and to throw that away because of some figment of your imagination

It’s not a figment of imagination

I’m worried about what I think

And what is it that you think?

That what if it is a terrible mistake and it doesn’t work out and I look like a fool?

Okay i know I’m not a therapist but isn’t that the risk of any relationship?

I’m scared Harvey

Me too

What do you say we both be scared together?

Ever since I left that hotel room, I've been stuck. We were together again, and it felt just like it did before, except it wasn't--because she wasn't mine. And since then, I've been counting the days, until my soul-mate marries someone else and walks out of my life forever. I know that she's with another man, Donna, and I know that she loves him... But all I want to do is just say to her: can't she see? The man she was meant to be with is standing right in front of her face.

I should have told her when I had the chance. But that's something I'm gonna have to live with for the rest of my life. 💔