孤独先生

      这是一个好点子：一群模仿者，一座小岛，本可以构成一个光怪陆离的世界。
    卓别林在房间里嚼着舌根；梦露在树林里屈膝按下漂浮的白裙；杰克逊在礁石上舞蹈；教皇被唾弃，在露天的浴缸里嚎哭；小红帽撑起雨伞，在铁轨上游荡，唱起残忍的歌谣……孤独忧伤的氛围挥之不去，纯真的快乐又始终纠缠，每一个片段都令人惊艳。
    仅就创意来说，《孤独先生》的主题让编剧和导演有了无限发挥的空间：你可以尽情想象众多人物的性格，想象他们各自的身世和命运，想象两两交集的火花，想象他们怎样建立一个孤绝的领地，想象他们的合作、分工以及矛盾和分歧……很多时候这部电影真的单纯得像部童话，童话里每个人都有自己不可替代的角色，取悦别人，满足自己。
    但这个角色来源于乌托邦之外的世界，来源于那个世界的人们集体的欲求。在那个世界里，孤独先生和孤独小姐们除却像一个名人，其他一无是处。“我什么也做不好。”我们的杰克逊说。只有在这个小小的乌托邦里，模仿者们能找到自己的位置，找到自己存在的价值。
    但是乌托邦永远是不可拓展的，它脆弱的价值体系只能在封闭的空间和停滞的时间里奏效。摩尔知道这个道理，培根知道这个道理，陶渊明也知道这个道理。而《孤独先生》展现的是这座乌托邦幻灭的过程。
    模仿真的有那么大的魅力么？在一群同道者的关注之下，你是虔诚的殉道者，是独一无二的主角；在纷繁复杂的真实世界，也许你只是一只失没自我意识的羊羔，病了，就杀了，没什么好遗憾。模仿者们搭起舞台，分发传单，四处宣传，用心表演，然而收获的只是寥寥几位观众和机械的掌声。一旦融入外面的世界，在更为宏大的背景下寻求自身的位置，乌托邦就注定消亡了。
    另，独立电影这种东西，就是可以让一小撮人灵魂无限共鸣以致欲罢不能，但问题在于，它的自由散漫对大多数人来说是晦涩难懂乃至拖沓乏味的。《孤独先生》的灵感很吸引人，但故事讲得像自闭者脑子里淌过的断章，有点浪费。
    

是做一个真实的自己和周围的世界格格不入比较孤独呢，还是忘掉自己的名字扮演一个别人喜欢的人比较孤独？

染病的羊要被射杀。孤独也是会传染的。

每个人都经历过这样一个过程吧，青春期的不被理解，在自我意识和他人的认同感之间挣扎撕扯。那种有千言万语想要表达但却无从说起的窒息感。敏感的人都有体会。这段痛苦寂寞的旅程，就算边走边咬牙想哭，还是要一个人走下去的。

模仿，终究不是一条出路的。卓别林无法掩饰他的嫉妒和残暴，而梦露最终也走上了和梦露一样的道路。你喜欢他，你觉得你像他，你想通过模仿他让别人喜欢你，获得这个世界对你的认同。也许某一个瞬间你在这种想象中得到了满足，但你，终究不是他。。

只能剪掉给你安全感的长发，走进混乱的人群中，让人群告诉你你是谁。接受你自己，并且爱自己。

旅途很辛苦，但只有经历了痛苦才能发挥自己所有的潜能找到真实的自己。Michael打不好乒乓球，他说自己什么都干不好。其实他明明可以跳很好的舞的，只是在人来人往的大街上，没有人给他的罐子里投下硬币。这个世界有时候是很冷漠的，它不会像父母一样总是用温暖和爱意包围你。但这不能成为放弃的理由。想要很多很多的爱，那就要很努力地去成为一个值得被爱的不可替代的人。逃避和幻想虽然可以带来一时的温暖，但就像吸毒，最终只会带来扭曲和毁灭。人本主义和精神分析的理念在片中得到了很好的阐述。

圣经里说，人生来是软弱的。空中飞翔的修女，带着信仰，纯洁如婴儿。在上帝眼中，我们和被驱赶射杀的绵羊没有什么差别。但人的高贵之处就在于对原罪的抵抗。

生活很难，但还是要勇敢地走下去。世界没有想像的这么美好，就像我们每个人一样。渐渐地，才能接受这个不完美的世界，和不完美的自己。这样，就是变得坚强了吧。

当然，对这个世界也无需一味的包容。如果不喜欢某些肮脏，可以像导演那样，让神父和修女死在浑浊的沙滩上。

PS. 配乐很棒。总是恰如其分地响起，抓人但不喧宾夺主，值得一颗星。

一直很喜欢大段的内心独白
将内心深处坦诚的展现出来
不保留，不造作
Mr. Lonely是每个人孤独的那一面
他内心敏感细腻
从和他的房间道别开始：
Goodbye, room
You've been really nice to me
You served me well
The chair was nice to sit upon
The bead was good comfort at nights
And the windows, the windows allowed me to see the world
You've been a wonderful room to me
But I gotta go
I gotta leave you
Remember, I'll always remember you forever
and I'm sure you'll always remember me
Adios

他到了那个Highlands
里面的人们都在模仿别人，从林肯到梦露，从教皇到麦当娜
那个有爆炸发型的小男孩爱上了一只鸡
那个小红帽总是忧郁的躲在透明的伞中
那个卓别林更像希特勒
他有个recorder,梦露问他为什么要录下来
他说When I see something beautiful
I always felt like life moves too quickly
and this is my attempt at slowing it
I get to keep the days with me, get ot keep the people I meet with me
Otherwise, they all leave me
他爱美好的事物，包括那个梦露

有段很触动我的录音，他边画彩蛋边轻轻诉说：
Dear world
Dear world and everyone in it
I have noticed that over the years you have tried to pass me by
I have noticed that you think I'm very strange, and the way I think you might consider it to be wrong
Dear world
Dear world and everyone in it
From the moment I was born, I remember feeling different
I remember thinking I had a special kind of vision that allowed me to see things that you couldn't see
I don't think I ever felt the same as you felt and...
I'm not exactly angry about it, it just seems that's the way things are
I have to admit that I have spent the majority of my life feeling confused, feeling alien and disconnected
Never quite getting things the way it seems everyone else gets them or understanding things exactly
Dear world
Dear world and everyone in it
It's hard to always laugh when you don't know what people find so funny
他和这个世界有隔膜，却仍然称呼它dear world
人们对街上舞蹈的他不理不睬，他仍可以心平气和地接受

他们卖力的演出，台下观众寥寥可数
他们沮丧，又很快的自娱自乐起来
直到，看到梦露吊死在树上，像那首杀死羊群时的残忍歌谣……
卓别林哭了，是为故意让她晒伤、压迫她而忏悔的哭，还是为失去爱人而哭呢？
梦露那天对他说，死亡应该不会很久，至少，不会像活着那么久
她就真的走了，告诉他，要坚强，要找到自我，不要像她一样软弱

片中还穿插着修女的故事
她们可以躲在墙角偷偷吸烟
为了表示对上帝的虔诚，要从飞机上跳下来
If you're pure enough, you'll be safe
她们看似创造了奇迹...
可在功利的去见梵蒂冈的教皇的飞机上，坠毁了
躺在沙滩上，被浪水一遍遍侵袭着

结尾，他孤独的游离在热闹的人群里
他准备好了要找到自己
他何尝不是那团混乱中最清醒的一个？
There are plagues everywhere
There is sickness and disease that is everywhere
Everyone tries to hide from these things, the darkness and the shadows
It is just a matter of time till it finds you
I know that
I cannot outrun it
I can't hide from it
There is nowhere to go
It is my wish to embrace it...
to be alone in the middle of the crowd
I know this is all an illusion, a dream
It must come to an end
Nothing too good lasts too long
I can see the hope in everyone's faces
I know the are all searching for something
They're all chasing a great dream
Each of them wants to better themeselves
They're all looking for answers
What they don't realize is that they have found it already
They have found it in one another
And, as always, the world outside is waiting for us
Waiting patiently, to take us away

我不觉得这片子悲伤
而是，清醒

你是玛丽莲，我是杰克逊，在现实中的相爱。
这本来就是一种矫情，不要说Korine在这部片子里矫情。

i'm mister lonely
i have nobody
for my own
i'm so lonely

this one here, goes out to all my playas out there man
ya know
that got that one good girl dawg
that's always been there man
like, took all the bullshit
and then one day she can't take it no more and decide to leave

i woke up in the middle of the night and i noticed my girl wasn't by my side
coulda sworn i was dreamin, for her i was feenin'
so i had to take a little ride
back tracking on these few years
tryin' to figure out what i do to make it go bad
cuz ever since my girl left me
my whole life came crashin
and i'm so...
lonely ,
im mister lonely
i have nobody
for my own (to call my own)
i'm so lonely ,

can't belive i had a girl like you and i just let you walk right outta my life
after all i put you through
you still stuck around and stayed by my side
what really hurt me is i broke your heart
baby you a good girl and i had no right
i really wanna make things right
cuz without you in my life girl
i'm so...

lonely ,
im mister lonely
i have nobody
for my own (to call my own)
i'm so lonely
been all about the world
ain't ever met a girl that can take the things that you've been through
never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and i would be out chasing you
cuz ain't nowhere in the globe i'd rather be
ain't no one in the globe i'd rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me be
so happy but now so lonely

lonely ,
im mister lonely
i have nobody
for my own (to call my own)
i'm so lonely ,
never thought that i'd be alone
i didn't think you'd be gone this long
i just want you to call my phone
stop playing girl and come on home!
baby girl i didn't mean to shout
i want me and you to work it out
i never wished to ever hurt my baby
and it's drivin' me crazy cuz i'm so

lonely ,
im mister lonely
i have nobody
for my own (to call my own)

i'm so lonely